


Planning Ahead

by confused-bliss



Category: Queer as Folk
Genre: Angst
Language: English
Status: Completed
Published: 2010-07-12
Updated: 2010-07-12
Packaged: 2014-02-24 14:11:39
Rating: M
Chapters: 1
Words: 295
Publisher: www.fanfiction.net
Story URL: https://www.fanfiction.net/s/6135963/1/
Author URL: https://www.fanfiction.net/u/2072643/confused-bliss
Summary: Short Gap filler of Brian's thoughts as he hires the hustler in an attempt to forget Justin. His thoughts of how empty his life now is, and what he must do to change it. 301





	Planning Ahead

The Plan

Brian let the hustler into his loft with mixed emotions.

What had led him to this point?

Brian Kinney had now resorted to paying for sex. This was laughable from every angle imaginable.

However, he was not laughing.

The spark of joy in his life was gone ever since his blonde boy had left him.

He could not escape the memories of Justin being here.

Everywhere he looked he was just simply-there.

Now, Justin was gone. He would make new memories to eradicate the ones that kept pounding inside of his head.

The trick tried to kiss him. Brian turned his head away in disgust.

No longer was he bound by their rules, but it didn't matter. He had no desire for that level of intimacy. Not now. Perhaps, not ever.

When the trick rolled over Brian looked down at the blonde head...his hand almost shaking as he reached out to touch it pulling back almost instantly.

He was not Justin.

None of them to follow would ever be him.

As he fucked the trick he closed his eyes wishing it were Justin beneath him.

When the trick left Brian realized he had two options.

One, he could fuck every man in sight to erase the thoughts of the little twat from his mind, and as he swallowed deeply an additonal unbidden thought-his heart.

Two, he could opt to devise a plan to get his Sunshine back. A plan that would have Justin thinking it was all his idea.

Brian smiled briefly. Plan two most defenitely suited his needs better.

It may take some time, and some patience...but, Brian Kinney always won...and he would win the greatest prize of all.

Justin, here...with him, where he belonged.


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